Tuesday, August 3, 2010

c'mere

I sit waiting shaking
Shivering like the first time you
Touched my face
Erase
A memory or two
Of you

getting there

Now more than ever
The weather
Gets me down.
But soon I’ll swoon
And wash my hair
My mermaid hair
In a lake in northern Michigan
And there are mysteries in store
When I get home
To you.

irish eyes are smiling

Good morning sun
You shine on me
Again with those beating promises
Of safety and sugary surprises.
(take me back to that moment, sweet delight)
But waking to you reminds me of
Tales of misery
(that’s the last place I want to go, now.)
and I’m alright
I’m more than okay
Brilliant
Grand, even
And moving on has become
A past tense verb
Finally, here, I can let go.
And sleep comes so damn easily now.
(Ireland has a funny way of messing with your memory)

joycean

Why is it that I just can’t stop thinking remembering daydreaming streaming consciousness quite too much to bear but hark! I won’t stop will not and nothing can force me to disengage now you’ve become too close to my heart and maybe I should be ashamed but I know that this is real true dear to me and I guess we’ll have to see but I promise
I will not let go.

passion

She is never at fault
But that doesn’t make it any easier

Victims rarely realize the reason for their accusations
Is the same as their own frustration

It’s easier to call on someone to hide your own shortcomings
Than it would be to admit defeat and reconstruct

Too many times spite takes hold
Closes in like a last gasp

Breathe too quick and you’ll need an oxygen mask
Breathe slow and you’ll go go go

Let go, let be
And remember who we used to be

I worry, I cry
But her eyes, your eyes are dry tonight

I can’t take responsibility anymore

ready

Okay, dear,
I’ll stay here
And watch your back turn
Slowly, softly
As if every twitch is too much to bear.
I’m happy to make
The same mistakes
I’ve made
All over again.
As long as they’re with you.

sunday night in clontarf

Sincerity makes for a good laugh
Let’s go to your gaff
Here I am again
Familiar, so close
As if I never left
And I awaken with ease
Please take me home
Now.

I know I fell asleep so easily
Too quickly
And I didn’t care
Enough
To make it right.

You
Owe me ten Euro
But your eyes behind your glasses look
Quiet
And ashamed
In the sunlight.

(I’m from the richest country in the world, boy, I can pay for the cab ride home.)

you there

It’s funny
The thoughts I can’t
Keep myself from having
Are the very same ones
You’ve had for years.
(Shall we?)
Yes.
I’m ready when you are, dear sir.
Let’s start the magic we know too well
We are capable of making.