ruh roh--trouble

i realize i'm probably getting ahead of myself, here.

but it's fun to think, hope, and wish.

dream.

i have good feelings. 
and all of these love songs that i have found myself able to listen to again, some of my favorite songs in the world that i couldn't listen to for four months, aren't helping the matter. 
but they're on, and i'm smiling, and 
phew
what a relief.