stomach dropped.

and i've fallen in to

the trap of the typical.

welcome to the movie.

i am the mistake-ridden heroine

and we are midway through the film.

i am alone.

i've lost of lot of energy

and pride

and self-respect

and yet,

i am fine.

but my frustration

is not disillusioned,

it is real

and obvious.

and my fatal flaw

will always be

attention received.

i fall every time.
feel free to watch
the cheap entertainment
i never fail to provide.