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Every time I see your face

on someone else's profile

my stomach turns

in to mush

and doesn't let up for five minutes or more.

(You make me sick)

I find it unbelievable that you care so little

about

me.

So little, in fact, that you haven't contacted me.

(You make me angry)

Some of my friends are your friends

but they were mine first

so go away.

I have cracks in my hands

and cuts in my fingers

and you are seeping in again.

(Get out of my life)

You've found it

all too easy

to kill me, slowly, as if it were always your goal.

I'd rather be empty

than allow you

to reside

inside

me

again,

and yet I'd give anything to have you back.

If only to tear away your facade

and show everyone

how phony you truly

are. 

(Heartless)